Venting

I know it isn't over till the old hag shows up but I am ending day 11 of the 2ww (2 week wait) and all I keep getting are BFNs (Big Fat Negatives). With my 1st baby (miscarriage) I had a BFP (Big Fat Positive) on day 12 and with my son (now 7 1/2) I got the BFP on day 10. I never got a BFN with either of them. I know I tested way too soon this time but shouldn't I know by now?

I felt nauseous all day and was sure I would get a BFP tonight but didn't. I do tend to get nauseous very easily. I also have had that slight crampy pre-period feeling today too so I don't know what to think. :(

I guess a few more days and I will know for sure.

Sorry had to vent.